thrown away.revive

my blog.so it is still counted as a blog with a few old post and old pictures that everybody seems to get bored and annoyed off?
geees.whatever,i bet no one reades it anymore.
i don't really enjoy blogging the way i did last time.
it isn't as addict anymore huh?
well,i just read hengyu's blog and it made me realised a good camera makes everything pretty
well,i was just informed the moment i go back that i am going to japan again,but this time,a little differnt.i am not going to their capital,i am going to hokkiado,a seven days trip ,booked by once again,our trusteee! SA tours!
well,this time round we are going to be given beautiful nature,beautiful winter,S.N.O.W.
i personally(very childish i know) find snow VARI VARI VARI fascinating.to me,it is like a nature beauty statement.
&& like always ,i am going to chocolate factory & wine facotry.in this case,SAKAE FACTORY.
kinda cool to think about it,gets me started on what i should wear . and like the usual,it's on chinese new year.
hmm,i am having a wardrobe malfunction here but whenever i want to give clothes to recycle,my mum asked me not to cause i only wear those for 2-3 times.but wtf?i hardly wear so i am like supposed to give it to charity,aint that what charity exist for?
damm,i still remember i gave a bag full of ugly clothes to iees.
i need too throw away some of my clothes man,i hate them;(
should i alter all my jeans skinny? hehehehe.
i am not on talking tearms with my dad yet,maybe i shall talk about ikea some other time.
i discuseed with my fellow schoolmates today over recess ,about my camera requirements and thus,they suggested sony T-20
colour white.
dad has alot of dslr but i am so never gonna use it .(heavy)unless i am the one who takes ppl photoshoot which is not in my principle.
"it's like u take pictures of me,but i wont take pictures for you (job wise)"
I LIKE BOTH MATT AND KAR WX,STOP ASKING AND GIGGLING-.- LOOK CAREFULLY,I LIKE BOTH EQUALLY
i am not biased,kudos to carmen.hehehehe
man i don't like this friend of mine,kept stabbing one angmoh.


EMERGENCY REVAMP.

pictures of fellow schoolmates:

REVIEWS OF GALLERY

a pair of double eyelids

just came home after ballet
exausted but too lazy to go bath.HEHEHEHE
later then bath luhhhhhhhhhh
oh i was happy today=D
supposed to meet yz but met iees instead,suie & suting& me
yea,we caught a movie @ tamp mall
SECERT.my treat=Dpaid for suie's tickets
the movie's great,felt like watching again!
jay chou is mysteriously dazzling,he dazzled girls by his aura i suppose.in chinese we called those "mei li"
then i had ballet for like an hour and a half or more
walk out of yamaha quietly,didnt say goodbye,didnt talk much,tired.
saw two primary school friends @ inter,gawd! such a coincidence that we even took the same bus home.
today's bus ride was memorable.
below are pictures of me talking on the phone(random pictures using my laptop's webcam)








i shall bath now.

how many tears exchanged for a smile?

forget about the pictures i promised
forget about the six days of not updating
forget about the apologies
i feel sad.
I thought about it when I woke up crying, then realised I hadn't slept yet. I ground my teeth during nightmares, only to discover I was wide awake.
supresssed that feeling,i always had been,always telling myself it didnt existed.
if there were at least "like",i would be glad,but there wasn't.
i want friends but yet i want more than friends,quirky way of thinking.
recently i saw vk's personal nick in msn
quoted:"he crept back into her memory"
haven't it always been that way for my case?everything seemed so oblivious on the surface.
i made it that way,i wanted that way but yet i want the other way round.
when can i feel love again?someone show me.
there's so many lights,but i choose to ignore because i don't feel comfortable with those lights.
someone show me comforts light?
im wishing i never saw you that day.

taken from bitch's blog

complete the sentence.
i am not: a bimbo.
i am: hilarious.
i hurt: you.
i love: Arts,Chocolates & Photography.
i hate : china womens who come to singapore for sex.
i fear: cockroach.
i hope: i will be filthy rich.
i play : netball.
i cry : when everything crashes down on me (agrees with bitch).
i care: the opposit.(i don't care).
i wish: iv an opportunity to go overseas for further dancing and studies.
i always : laugh
i listen: to bitchings and random whinnings.
i sing: the national anthem everyday
i dance: when i feel like it
i search: for "high" songs
i learn: when i feel like it
i feel: like cursing everyone now
i know: i m straightforward
i succeed: after failing a couple of times
i fail: my sciences
i dream: of being a rich woman who only listeins to herself
i sleep: for hours & hours....
i wonder: when will i ever be rich & famous
i need: tender. loving. care
i want: MONEY, CASH, CHEQUES to appear infront of me now
i worry: whether i'm getting tooo fat
i have: a good room,great friends & an expensive laptop
i fight: for what i want
i wait: for time to stop
i think: chocolates are love
i can't help the fact that: I'm fifteen15 years old
i stay: out of sight

didn't change some of bitch's answers,no point?answers are similar.
try this ! fun(:

where is home?

back from nafa.
the gallery was great.
urmm,one word describtion?
expressive.
yea,great art,great creativity,impressive
bird's so lucky,i just learnt from her that she once lived in UK
like woah!and birdies are darn kind k?reason?she lend me three books when i ask for one.
so people,do not criticise birds,cause they are down to earth and hard working
my parents would kill me if i go to an arts academy.
random*
oh!& i took alot of pictures but am currently VARI THE LAZY to upload.
scold my butt not me.
korean dramas are soapy,i cant stop tearing now,cause it's currently sad >>>>:(
yun showed me some msges in class before the nafa trip,made me pause currently and let myself wonder back.
then i asked her to delete,and i made a mental note to myself to wake up cause what we shared were once,if it happens twice,it will lose its meaning.i have been telling myself this after i leave coeus cause i know it was a dumb choice but it wasnt fair neither.
i am not feeling terrible and i am currently not miserable,i am just dramaish cause of the vcd im watching now,that explains my choice of blogging today.
one day you sit down and think and think and think,and you made a choice.
hahahaha,ok i am going to bath.
cya
HAIRY RECOVER QUICK QUICK!

incredible scales

for fuck god i am fucking fat!
saw coeus today in school!he looks hot=D
some girls went crazy for him?,thanks to the bodybuild i suppose.
im fat?yea i am,lose weight,lose weight,lose weight
ok recess:green tea and egg bread
lunch:sprite/fruits
dinner:norm/skip
netball is like rollseyes*
i just realised times have change and if you want to have a good training,suck up to the coach
reality man!
i am happy to play basketball with cool people although i suck terribely.
tomorrow going nafa for gallery appreciation,exposure of arts.

i don't see how we could have drifted so far apart.seems like just yesterday,you were calling me baby
now i'm alone and i can't help crying.
do over baby,i want a do over,"cause i'm not ready to let you go.

urban summer glam

this month is not the month of exams for me.my marks are getting absurd.
>>>:(
it's basically such a dissapointment for me cause it's not like i haven't been studying.i suppose it's the not paying attention in class part or the carless part that's in me.
i tired of getting dissapointed marks and resulting in moodless and negativeconstructive comments to myself
i failed my chinese letter writing,i got 25/50 for my chinese compo & i got 10/30 for chem.
how good is that?it wasn't like that last time.the standard's getting higher and i am gradually lacking behind.
i have to study for upoming SA already cause my predictions when facing my parents will be far worse.
have to kick story book reading habit,and listein in class for chinese and not be rude to chinese teacher even tho i hate her.
what's worse is,i fail my math.a big letdown.i have no idea why i fail when i thought i would pass.
confidence is assumed to be selfconsoling truthfuly





am i suppose to be reminded that my cliques are real great help of making me laugh?YEA!
i used to believe in angles but they are just merely fictions