Epitome of the pure unexplainable

a very old chinese song ,you guys should give it a try !




事到如今不能埋怨你
只恨我不能抗拒命运
时时刻刻沈醉爱河里
谁知悲剧早己注定

闭上眼睛想起你的情
难忘记你我曾有的约定
长夜漫漫默默在哭泣
心中无限痛苦呼唤你
安妮我不能失去你
安妮我无法忘记你
安妮用生命呼唤你
永远的爱你

事到如今不能埋怨你
只恨我不能抗拒命运
时时刻刻沈醉爱河里
谁知悲剧早己注定
闭上眼睛想起你的情
难忘记你我曾有的约定
长夜漫漫默默在哭泣
心中无限痛苦呼唤你
安妮我不能失去你
安妮我无法忘记你
安妮用生命呼唤你
永远的爱你

It's a new age , welcome to the new craze .

it's time for a new look , i feel fat .

ps : someone's looking uber cute this morning eh , winkswinkswinks !

Power of Words .

i picked up two books from the lib yesterday and man , those two books are my current phase obsessions .
Meaningful and descriptive, portraying sensitive emotions with wonderful expressions of how the main character feels
it's a pity both books are not mine , i wish i had all her books .

well, at least i have Sam's letters to keep .



" Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. We are the ones we've been waiting for. We are the change that we seek. "
Barack Obama

Thinking that I deserve it , now I realize that I really didn't know

ballet makes me feel thinner (:

to S : thanks for telling me i'm talkative , i shall take this as a compliment !=P By the way , i hope what i've said today makes sense to you cause if it doesn't , i don't know what can make you wake up . Life is not all about charging ahead , you should stop at times and look at everything else around you. I hope i have inspired you with our conversation today .

Love ,
Carmen

This is the last time I'm ever gonna give in .

What have i been up to recently ?
Well,I have been going to starbucks recently and i enjoy each visit !
Oh ! after seeing larry and j gayed because of stress, i kept thinking of this expression " i am in the gayest mood "
so that's probably my fav expression these days .
I am also currently fascinated by "Pretty Women " and " Breakfast at Tiffany's " ( old movie shows back in the 1990s )
I find both shows inspiring as i have been inexplicably preoccupied by what the female leads wear and their strange mannerisms.
GG have kept me noticing on how the two female leads dresses and i must say , i love almost all of Blair's outfit in the show although i find S super hawt .
I have also been looking out for beanies and Forever21 has real nice ones but it's a pity that i had to sent my cannon digi for repair or else i would have already gotten them.
Just yesterday , i heard some bad stuff about (*) and i am puzzled .
Don't judge the book by it's cover ? hmmm.

_____________________________________________________

i just went to forever21 online store and look what i found !


RED !
OMGAWD,I WISH I DIDNT SEND MY DIGI FOR REPAIR !

This is the last time I will fall into a place that fails us all inside

went to the chinese doctor for my check up on the rashes which are finally gone !




although this song is not as good as "Teardrops on my guitar " but still ,she is very gorgeous .

Anticipiation

hello upper-east siders,looks like lonely boy got saved by C,spotted down the isle at liang court,along with C's family,right after studying at C's house, or is it?



HY went out with me and my family today and he took his DSLR with him . This means a lot of snapping done .



there isn't a need for photoshop , is there ?




XOXO ,
GG

nano - chromatic

the red ipod is attractive . hmmm ....

Clueless

it singles out to a question , do you really know me? because i think you don't .

An Ancient Gesture

alright , in a few hours time i'm going for a wedding and im pretty excited because i haven't been to a wedding since a gazillion (to express how long i havn't been to a wedding) years back.

Words .

have been moody and sleepy last two days but i have decided to make some changes !
i shall sleep earlier today . (:


oh QIM,if u see this,could ya reply my msg about the geylang serai thingy that we were supposed to go on monday ?



Ps, I can't believe we took the same bus home today ! HAHA , i thought i usually missed the timings , wasn't expecting you !
HAHA ! i actually was dozing off ,thanks ah , for annoying me until i can't keep my eyes close (:

Look what photoshop does .

i cannot believe i fail my summary for english paper 2 . >:((((((

soo disappointing . sigh .

Thank you ?

altho i didn't have enough sleep , i went to the beach , rent skates and started rollerblading & i feel good after sweating it all out.

HYUN BIN

why the sudden post of HYUN BIN pictures , you ask ?
my dad is currently filming this korean drama where HYUN BIN will be acting as the main lead .
Being a korean drama fan , i obviously am sooo happy that my dad is working with the korean crew and filming Hyun Bin !
I called bestf out , knowing that she is also a korean drama fan . So both of us went to the location where they were filming and we took pictures , said hello to the korean producers and crew members .
This was made possible because of my wonderful dad ! OMGAWD UBER AWESOME !
HYUN BIN IS FRIGGIN HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT !!!!!!!!!

the director .

me and wx were behind the scene while they were acting , monitoring the filming with the sound director and the director, himself.

it was awesome ! we went gaga over HYUN BIN !!!!

He has sharp nose , lean sexy build ,tall , just like how he appears on all the korean drama he acted in .

PS, wx ,told ya to trust me ,confirm will let u see the first class view one ! hahaha !

FAB  yo \m/ !

pps : i took this paragraph from wx post as i thought this was well written .

LIKE OMGAWD, YOU WISHED YOU WERE HERE.

1) YOU WISHED YOU DIDNT BETRAY MY ASS LAST TIME.

2) YOU WISHED YOU WERE ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIEND.

3) YOU WISHED YOU WERENT MY SWORN ENEMY.


so you could take a pikcha with him.

=DDDDD

finally went out with von & jclari ! its been like ages since we last went out .
we took like a lot of pictures but i am super lazy to upload all
sooo,here are some candid ones .....









rashes suck .. have been having sleepless night ... sigh ... (if u see this ,probably you shld text me asking me to get well soon cos it helps as i know people do care yea ! hahaha )

ps , i feel that you are kinda contradicting and like you are just entertaining me whenever i talk to you . yes no ?


thanks von and jclari , for the wonderful afternoon , love you girls to bits !

Ugh ! my rashes are itchy
can't have a proper sleep ... dang .... !!!!!!!!!!!!

Without a doubt you're on my side

i called up the office in the morning today and the person who picked up said that the cheque is not ready .....
how many months already and still ..... ugh,so ineffective and irresponsible .....
feel so moody ......
i don't know how to describe how i feel right now,like irritated and can't be bothered but yet,like still a little bothered
i don't know how to explain .... sigh .



Even so, what i like about today is when i went back to school and surprise my girlfriends after their exams and when uncle hakim bought very very very good chocolates and shared them with me .

When everything else is a fade

EDITED .

i love da highcuts >>:)


- i ask myself what's the point of pursuing what you really need when what you really need is not what you really get.

below is a picture of my uncle ,hakim ,and me . (ps: i like doing ugly faces because i like looking ugly)


are you horrifed by me yet ?
i can look even uglier .

Self confession

when you cant curb your fetish for eating fried / heaty food when you are sick , you have to suffer the consequences.
i got rashes now , thanks to the curry that i conveniently ate for lunch this afternoon because im too lazy to get my ass off the chair to cook my own lame lunch . HA!
oh well , back to bland diet now ........

came across this picture of me ,my dad and lucas snorkeling at phuket .


you should try snorkeling / scuba diving because marine life is beautiful even though you will look tak glam .
looks does not matters , as seen in the picture above , HAHAHAHA !