I witnessed a drama a few days back and i feel for them .
Well , back to things . I am going to taiwan on the 24th , morning flight . Wanted to spend time with people i care for any day this week but i guess some were busy . About my o's , got average marks , didnt feel a thing except the pressure from my dad forcing me to go to a jc which i will not go . Also , i promised myself i would not put myself in any situation that made me seem vulnerable . Mostly, dressing is a problem and I notice how very close my feelings of comfort and confidence are entwined with how I feel about what I'm wearing. Perhaps I am sleeping in too much and eating too much . So that again reminds me of losing weight which i sub consciously kept in the back of my head the past few months always telling myself i will do it soon .

So much about loving myself just the way i am huh .